apartattheseams

07:18 pm: ages
it's been ages since i used this. but for some reason i want to say that i'm really excited about going to auckland, new zealand in less than 2 months. we get to go to this incredible island... waiheke and enjoy the beach and the vineyards and everything. i thought that we might be staying too long in new zealand but now i'm sure it was the proper choice. we are going to have heaps of fun!
oh... and i've been living in australia for a month now. it's a strange thing to think... this is where i live. it's been great so far. my family is actually moving to new york when i move back to the states which is crazy. they are really nice and fun to be around. the kids are generally good with their moments where you want to scream. anyways... alls well with me.
cheers!

03:01 pm: for the first time in a long while i feel in charge.
i have felt at the hands of some unknown person for far too long and now i realize i get to choose.

12:33 pm: decisions decisions
i wish i could make a decision about what i am going to be doing in the next year or so.

07:39 pm: someone tell me
i have tried to keep everything in the open.
i dont know what went wrong.
i guess this is what i get for not following the rules.
someone just tell me what i did to make someone tell me what a horrible person i am.

01:35 pm: i used to have so much to say... and now i have nothing.

11:02 am: i got to see a good friend this weekend. i hadnt seen her in about 3and1/2 years. i know i know... long time but she lives in germany.

auf weidersehen.

05:48 pm: OUR COACH
i hope that everyone read the letter to the editor in todays crimson white.
it is true. you find someone better that wants us.
coach shula deserves his job and we should start supporting him and stop with the name calling.

ROLL TIDE!!!!!

01:28 am: this weekend was splended. i got to see old friends and feel alive.
i am ready to get this next week over with.
why? i'm not sure but i am excited about a home game.
love fall.
hate papers.

04:11 pm: i waste a lot of time cleaning. like tons.
and then i do it over and over again.
i think i will just live in waste. nope. cant.
anywho.
here are the babies that are at my house in birmingham.
they are a little over 2 weeks old, there are five.


p.s. i look ridiculous. i am ridiculous. i love being that way.

05:57 pm: i think there is something really wrong with me.
on so many levels.
school = anger in my book.
i need a new something... something different.
maybe there is a reason im searching.